9.23.2010

good things come in 3's.

Well, for those of you who care I made it to Vegas. I have been working here for the last two days at Interbike for LeMond Fitness. It has been wicked fun, everyone was super nice! I am pretty sore from getting so much spinning in after not being able to ride a majority of the summer.

As for the move. It was going smoothly. Now I am just completely stressed. I actually have been a complete basket case since I picked the U-haul up the other day. I have no one to friggin support me right now and it is really really hard on me. I am emotionally a mess, and more shit just keeps flying at me. I have NO clue what to do. Why can't things like this go smoothly?

They say good things come in 3's. I think that once you reach your limit of 3 good things a day something really bad also happens. I am trying to stay as opened minded as I can, but it is just not working. Good things that happened today were: Cycling, seeing Heather and getting a few presents from her (THANK YOU!), and hanging out with a friend Bo. It was nice and relaxing to be around the people that think similar tooooooo me, especially after all the commotion that is circling my life these days. I am ready to crawl into a cave for the next few days, if all goes well.

I have worked incredibly hard to do everything in a cool, calm and collective way when it comes to FIDM, and I am proud to say I have done a majority of it on my own. Having to ask for help is one of the hardest things for me to do, and most of the time I prepare myself for the worst because I know that 98% of the time that is what is going to happen. I wish that I had someone around to help me out right now. I could just use a friggin hug. So please, if you feel like sharing some positive news with me and a hug I would love it. Pleaseeeeee someone just help me out a little....

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